Monday, May 13, 2013

I hate. That I hate.

I hate this feeling I have in my stomach.
I hate that I have quit Go Dog Go. Officially.
I hate Cancer. And all that goes with that. I especially hate the sadness.
I hate that my mother was released from the hospital. See ya they said. Good Luck they said.
I hate that the Tramadol doesn't seem to be working for Drew. On to the next step.
I hate that I am wallowing in self pity instead of enjoying this great weather with my dogs.
I hate that I pretend everything is okay, until it isn't.

I hate that I hate.

So, I will change the only thing on the list that I can.   Good thing the sky is blue, the sun is out, and my dogs are ready to go. We are off to the coulees to burn off some hate steam. Tomorrow is a new day. A new start. Hopefully without hate.

4 comments:

Collie222 said...

{Hugs}

I hope you were able to enjoy some sunshine! I hope that tomorrow is a better day!

^..^Corgidogmama said...

Not sure what's going on, but dadburnit we care. Hiking through the coulees should help release some of it. Hang in there...it's ok to hate..if you can release too.

Diana said...

I think you're angry, so maybe you would feel better if you use the work "angry" instead of "hate". Maybe not, but its worth a try. Its ok to feel angry and you have every right to.

DeltaBluez Tess said...

We all have days like that....take that hate/angry and turn into passion. Leave it behind and do what you love and. You will find that hate/angry is like a cancer, eating away at you and the sooner you cut it form your life, the happier you will be.....trust me, I have been down this road before.

Throw rocks at a stream to vent and each rock you throw is is one of the "drama rocks" and soon you have thrown all the drama away.